2012年10月30日 星期二

To You..

这是写给你的。最近发生不少了事情,让我越想越多。。 也许,当我跟她说时,我已经猜测到她会把所有的事,告诉你了。。但是,我还是告诉了她。希望能从好朋友的她口中,得知些关于你的想法。。 话, 一旦说了出口,就无法收回了。。

嫉妒,吃醋,是可怕的。。 我最怕的,是跟一人渐渐好的时候,那人突然变了。变安静,变冷淡。 也许是太过在乎你,在乎你的想法,在乎你的一举一动。。当我自己过度在乎时,我把你放在心中一个很大的位子, 大到几乎没了自己。。

回想起,我们刚认识时,真的是记忆犹新。第一次见你, 还以为你跟你朋友是双胞胎。那时,我没有跟你说到任何一句话。 当我们一大群人在那个亭子里说说笑笑时,我才敢在你们面前讲话。。 回到家后,就在面子书上成为朋友。一开始觉得你很谈得来,有问必答。。受到简讯,会偷笑。 

日子久了,你也不怎么回答简讯了。虽然,知道你应该在忙着复习,赶功课。但却还是希望你说一声。。。 久了,不再聊了,也没有什么沟通了,就酱一学期过了。去了墨尔本的Life game 时,学了不少东西,也是很快乐的一个月。 当我会来时,甚至还有朋友问我是不是不喜欢你了。因为我对你的态度变了。 后来,认识你久后,发现你的一个习惯。你不会很快的回人信息 (但猜得到你在做别的事,没有看见信息)。所以,渐渐的也学习你,过段时间后才回你, 除非是紧急或有时真的没看见。每次跟你有段较长的对话,会觉得很开心。。

那天跟今天不断讲到我在你背后说你坏话,或捅你一刀。 让我觉得自卑。。我不想伤害你,却还是伤到你。。。谢谢你还把我当朋友。。老实对你说,这里没有几个可以真的叫朋友的。。当好兄弟被人预约时,我真的没有人可找了。因为没有几个朋友我能跟他们一起出去聊天。。。我不敢找你,老实说是怕烦到你,也怕打扰你。。能跟你出去一次,真的很开心。。记得那一次,我被讲被骂时,你还出来找我谈谈天。真的很谢谢你。。我还记得,今年生日时,是我第一次跟你一起拍一张照片,虽然中间隔了一条河那么长的距离。==

还是感谢神,让我遇见你。让我学到了不少对我有益的功课。错了,改了, 才会好。 谢谢你这一路来的陪伴和教导。。考试要到了,加油!!!! 愿神赐福于你,朋友。。希望你每天都在神的带领下成长,成为合他心意的器皿。  You will always in my prayer.

2011年12月30日 星期五

Back To Sibu..

First thing to do is to thank God for bringing me back to Sibu safely. A safe and pleasant trip back to Sibu, my Hometown. Many things had changed. Many shops, locations, even the road has changed. Its been 10 months since I last visit back to my hometown.

Second thing to thank God is that He brings me to the church yesterday night in Xin Fu Yuan.. I felt the renewal of spirit and life there. I get to know some new friends and learn God's word there. The familiar style of praise and worship, the teaching and prayers. There was a short video clips to conclude all the activities and events in the pass one year. A lot of things had happened in every fellowship in different parts of the world. It was a good experience to view more videos from different fellowship and different person so I'll be more prepare when there is a chance for me to compose a video again. It's a while since I felt so happy and the presence of God is so strong in my life after I'm back to Sibu.

Next thing to do:
1.Attend service
2.Ushering (if possible)
3.Choir!!!

Feel excited on the next few weeks with the new church. =D
God bless you all. =)

2011年11月23日 星期三

I'm back

It's been a year since I last update my blog.. I would like to start off by sharing with you all a song I liked so much recently. I kept on repeat this song when I was bout to have my final exam last Friday morning.. This song encouraged me a lot.



This song is called "Grace" by Laura Story.

I came across this song when my best buddy tagged in a video named "Blessings" by Laura Story. This song, "Grace" really gives me the idea that every single day we live is grace from God. God created us and bless us so much that He is willing to send down His only son, Jesus Christ, to die for us in order to bring us salvation.

No matter how many times we turned away from God, how far to run away from God, He will be there when we seek Him. It is because He loves us. We are walking in the path of His daily sufficient grace. We know the price He paid in Calvary is a price that we can never pay. What we can do then? We learn to obey Him, and lean on Him. We give Him thanks for everything happened in our daily life. We confess our sins to Him for we had sin against Him everyday in life without us knowing... We pray for everyone and everything that we do and care for as well as every plan that we have in mind.

My cell group leader once told me. When we pray, we pray with thanks giving, confession of sins and also for the things we asked for.. It is true we normally pray for things when it is happening.. As students, normally it's our exams and assignments. Keep them as a daily prayer and not just something to pray bout when we gonna due or sitting it soon.

Although some said I have changed after going to the life game camp in Melbourne. But I feel I'm still a kid. Still learning to be God's disciple. I know that I don't have much talents like others who has talents in music..
All I can do now is to keep up with my daily devotion, my prayers and also use the talents I know I have that is unique to others. =) Thanks all. God bless. =)

2011年2月19日 星期六



This song keeps playing in my mind... I dunno what to think... I'm afraid to fall for one. I'm afraid to care too much for someone. I'm afraid to been given an eye contact from you. Cause one eye contact from you, will make me feel I can love u ...
I'm scare of it, yet I cant stop care for you...... Why this is trap and yet, I'm falling in again.... 是我想太多,我总这样想,因为这是唯一可以安慰我的理由。我何时才能离开这束缚。。。。。