2009年11月15日 星期日

To all my friends, siblings, buddies and relatives at Melbourne

I can't sleep and I can't stop myself from crying. When I close the light and went to bed, I can't stop myself from thinking about that I can't never going to see you all again. Since facebook can post something so long, I post it here at my blog.

Every time when I think that I might not step into this land again, will not see all of you here again, will not be able to joke or to play with you all again, I feel very sad. No matter you are my friends, buddies, relatives or siblings here at Melbourne or even don't care to be my friends anymore , I will miss you all very much.

Because many of you are from other country or states that I can't go visit. Even those that are some hometown with me, I also don't know will I ever going to meet you or not. I don't know why, even when I first left my hometown, my school, I don't feel this sad. Maybe you are all my best mate, buddies, and friends that I ever had in my life. Even I know this one year is short but I really learn a lot, and it is really really very nice to know you all. We have been through a lot of happiness, sadness, depression, arguement and many more and yet we are still friends.

I can't bear to think that I am not going to see you all again. If time really can change back, I wish that I can repeat this year again. I want to be with you all one more time. Even repeat once, I am also willing to do so. T.T ... It doesn't matter when we meet, start of the year or few days before school end, you will always be my friends. If there is line called fate between us, I hope we can meet again. I love you all very much and I miss you very much.. T.T

2009年11月11日 星期三

Sayonara, Taylors college !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome , Holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAhahahahahahahaha... Finally finish the final exam of the year .... I am finally free from all... XDXDXDXD... Although i think i didnt did well in two subjects but never mind. Things already pass and all I nid to do nw is thinking for the holiday plan before i go back home... ^^

Wonderful year it is. Not only it is the first time i come to this whole new town, but also meet a lot of friends and learn a lot of things. So relax now.. Firstly, I nid to thank my parents although i dun think they will see it, for sending me here and support me... Secondly is all my siblings who care for me when i am here... XDXD
Lastly is all my friends and teachers.

The first ever friend i made is Deric Hii. He is the best friend here. He listen to my problems and help think of methods to solve it.. Although most of the time , he just watch his anime and ignore me.. XDXD

The second one is Tan Yee Gene or many prefer call him genie.. He is the first friend that I made in Australia. Cause I come to melbourne with deric and amelia so they are friends i make at KL , Not Australia.. XD . After Orientation, I didn't go to class cause I go to buy some text book. I go to sch after the weekends since the day I orientation is Friday. On the first day of school, I didnt make any friends. Cause I am shy... XDXD . Gene gt 4 same classes with me. Phy, Eng, Chem and Bio ..
I didnt really know that. He sits beside me during bio period but we didnt talk. I know him after sch is finish for the first day. He ask me for my name when we are on our way down the stairs. Then we chat for a while before we go home. After that day, he sits beside me for every phy and bio period. He also introduce me new friends.
Thank you, gene.. Ur the best..

The third one is Luna. She was a girl from Sabah. She was in the same chemistry class with me last semester. She sits beside me and she ask me whether I'm Malaysia or not. I said yes and we started to chatting. She was same class with me for bio and chem. Thank you, Luna. Wish u all the best.

If I intro them one by one, it will take age for me to finish intro them all. So basically, I will Intro in gangs so you dun have to watch for that long long long .XD
And most of these are start from second semester. As I noe them more at this semester.

The first gang is what I call them sisters. The eldest is Penny lau. We are from the same school but we didn't know each other when we at Sibu. Actually all within this gang share some similar personality that is kind and friendly. The second eldest is Luna. The third one is Brenda, A girl from SMK Tung Hua in Sibu. The youngest one is Irene Wong, a girl from Tung Hua in sibu. They are all nice and friendly girls that i know here.. ^^ Thank you all , sisters.

The second gang is I so call daughters. Basically only two people. They are Andrea Lu and Pin. One call me father, one called me grand father just for fun.. XD Andrea is from Tung Hua and housemate plus class mate with Brenda. Pin is a korean girl I know here, introduced by Andrea.. XD . Daughter introduce me grand daughter. XD.
Thank you to u two..^^

The third gang is Sibu gangs. All from Sibu they include Meng Aik, Connie, Ivy, Derek, Jasmine, Elaine, Jennifer, Stephanie, Amelia, Calvin, Wan chie, Karen, Oliver, Austin, and many others. Too many till i cant remember.. Thank u all for helping me and supporting me.. Love u all..^^

The fourth gang is Malaysia and Singapore gangs remix.. XP. The member include Leonard, William, Justin, Yee ping, Li ping, Li xian, Hazmey, Stanley, Rezza, Wei ru, Carene, Evonne, and many more.. Again. Too many ... XDXDXD.. Thank you for playing, chatting and joking with me.. Also help me.. XD Thank you...

Last gang is Hong Kong sisters, Nora and Stephanie. They are sisters I know not long after I start school. We dun really know each other cause we seldom chat. XD But I wan to thank u two for the support and fun we had during excursion and in class experiments.. ^^

That basically conclude some of my friends who helped me. Thank you all for the wonderful year at taylors. Although we may not meet again next year, I will always remember you all. Let's us keep in touch in facebook and msn. ^^ Happy holiday and all the best in Uni.

2009年11月3日 星期二

Going crazy soon ......

Its really been long time since I last update this blog. I starting to wonder why I create this blog since I hardly even update it. Recently is the start of exams and I just finish 2 out of 5 subjects. Next week, I am going to handle 3 subjects in consecutive days........

These few days, I went to live at my friend's apartment. At first, I though it is going to be fun cause feel like camping, only that we are sleeping in camp.. But after these few days, I changed my mind about stay at friend's place. Maybe is because I am not that good with them so feel like not in same group with them. They talked gossips,event that is happening , watch movies together. I don't really get along with them. Maybe is because I more like to be alone at aside so no one talk to me much..

Finally back to my own room. Feel more relax. Cause can do everything I like. Mostly refer to being emotional. Recently, I am quite emotional. The reason ? Unknown. Just feel like being alone. Quite envy my friends. They can be together happily, talking, chatting, having fun.. Really feel uncomfortable, sad and lonely. Maybe later will hide in the bed and cry out loud. I hope that will make me more happier.

I told my problems with a friend. All the advise he giving me is to try to interrupt them. He always get along with them by interrupting them with the things they talking about. I try that few times. But sometime, I am not that good and most of the time, it got reflected back. It feels like there is a string between them. I try to penetrate into that string but got reflected and cant penetrate. Feeling more and more moody. I hope tomorrow will be a better day and can forgot about all the bad things..