2010年3月25日 星期四

3s

I have three S on my mind now. Sad , stress and sick....

First, Sad. My dad came to have dinner today and is going to leave KL tomorrow. Today straight after school, I went home, take a bath and went to Sunway to meet him. After meeting him, my sis and I went to eat while he attended his dinner. After few hours, My bro joined us and we went to have some dessert then we go home. I never though that I will so miss my dad when I was about to leave. Especially now when only my 2nd sis is still with them for half day ( since my sis is helping in my mum's shop). When I think of them been the only two at home today, I feel so guilty and sad. I feel like Im not a good child by leaving them... T.T So sad. Wanna cry.... Tears already rolling in my eyes but I don't wan to let it out, not in front of my roommates. After I have been to Melbourne for one year with no parents visit me there, I though I wouldn't miss them in KL too, not until I will get homesick... But after seeing him today, I really feel that for the first time ever, I have homesick, as in very serious homesick... I have a feeling of quitting the program im studying now and went back to Sibu... Really sad... Cant stop thinking about them now..

Second, Stress. The work is getting harder. I dun understand the things teacher teaches, I duno how to do the work sheets and assignments given. There are two assignments need to be hand in next friday and I having major problems in one of them. After those two been handed in , I still gt one more assignment directly after that. Feeling like the works are unstoppable. And this Monday, I laugh too loud until I anger the lecturer who eventually just packed up and walk away.. She even refuse to teach us English any more. Then after yesterday, we voted to ask her back. So tomorrow, we will still having english as usual. So i owe her an apology. I mean really sincere apology..

Third, Im sick, as in mentally homesick.. First time ever, I feel the feeling of homesick so strong that it overwhelm and engulf me.... The mood now is so complex... Duno wat to feel, wat to do, wat to think..... So moody now...

2010年3月23日 星期二

Moody day.....

Its another Tuesday... Another boring , simple and moody Tuesday.... The bright side of today is that class ends at 10 am, the dark side of it is that I keep on feeling that i make a wrong decision.. Why did I said so ??? Find out by continue reading..

Today the class ends at 10am. There is no practicals today but we have a movie section during that period which is 2-4pm. After the last lecture finished, we all went to see our lecturer to discuss our video topics with her. After the discussion is end, I went to the food court to eat with my team member. In front of the food court, I meet my best buddy and ask me to go sing K now. I though the sing K is postpone until after the movie. They said they are going to skip the movie section as it is not compulsory. I was basically given few seconds to make decision as they are leaving at the moment.

I choose to stay back and I now still bit blur on why I choose to stay... After that, I know almost all of my friends are going to sing K and only few of those Im not familiar stayed. After eating lunch, I went to computer lab to print few lecture notes. I plan to go find my friend but they are studying with senior so I go away as I don't really good in getting along with strangers or unfamiliar friends. After the time reached, I went to the LT 12. They eventually switch to LT 9.... I was boring until I use my cell to online in there but the cell gone crazy and stuck there. I cant send messages and make calls.. I heard a friend of mine planning on going to join them later. At first I got the though of following but my friend leave early and I didn't notice it... So I can only come home early to have bit snacks to "comfort" my mood and have my own fun playing the laptop games.

Its moody for me but the view of the beautiful Earth and the problems facing by the Earth now makes me feel better cause the view is awesome and I get to know more about the problems faced and solutions used in the Earth all around the Earth... ^^

Go to play games... XD

2010年3月9日 星期二

K section.

Today was a very very entertaining day as today I dun have my PASS ( Peer Associated Study Section) and I only need to attend school for one lecture which is only 1 hour duration. After the class, few friends and I went to the Divisional Office to pay off our fees for our class note.

We already decided to went to sing Karaoke today so we decided to go for the 11am.. There are two vehicles as there are two of them who drive to school. We took their drive there and we meet up before we go to the Red Box since we go in separate cars.
The three, nearly four hours of singing is fun although feel guilty for Brian as he only manage to sing few songs... Sorry, Brian.

Here are few pictures about the Karaoke section time although its blurring....



Lim Lee teing.. But I prefer call her aunty since she is older... XD



The handsome Brian and cute Angelina..



From the left is cool Siew Wai, old Aunty Lim Lee Teing, handsome Brian, cute Angelina and active Shiley. xD


This is the first time I sing K this year so been too excited and sing almost every songs until there no voice left for me.. XD After such a fun day , its time to pack up and work hard for school. I dun wan to be working last minutes again this year..
Plus I got so many genius help me, I must get good result in order not to fail them. ^^ Good luck the rest of you too. ^^