I have been born and raise in Sibu for more than 18 years. But today is the first time I sing K in Sibu.. It's been a while since I last sing K and I completely cant sing at all.
I have been back for one week. And I haven't been meeting her in person in one week as well.. So many things can happen in this one week. Some can go for single to in a relationship while others can go from in a relationship to it is complicated. There are so many things happen in between but i wasn't be able to participate in any of them. I'm starting to wonder what kind of friend am I.. I can't do anything to help them.. NO matter through person or msn.. I feel so helpless.. Can't do a single thing to help them other than bless them in words... Some said I love the girl I'm blessing while some said i'm just cant get use to the loneliness without her beside me. Now even I'm also confuse.. All I want is her to be happy and do the things she like. I know there is not smooth life path in the world. Every path will have high and low tides. I wanna to accompany her to pass those high and low tides. I want to be her shield and her wall. I want to protect her and I want to be able to back her up when she needs it.. Now, It's like nothing I can do at all. Nothing I can do to help her at all..
The other girl is the same. She was trapped by a relationship that is long lost few months ago and she can't let go of the guy. They might not be officially together but the time they spend is true and worth it.. Cause I believe that time was a memory to her even though she was lost contact with the guy for few months. I can't do anything to help her to get out of the tiny little box in her heart. Now, only the guy can help her but I have completely no idea on who he is and how to help them... Is it possible to help them to regain their relationship ????
I hope they will be alright in no time.. I miss the times.. The times when I saw their smiles....