Things changed so fast. I cant believe how fast things can changed within one week. Last week and this week is like totally different time line for me. A lot of changes take place until I cant recognize which are the stuffs I cherish, the people I love. It is as though I have gone into a new world.
After today, I think we are not possible. The attitude of yours toward me changes dramatically. I cant believe these things can change so rapidly in just 3 days times. Do you know that today is the 12th weeks since we know each other ??? I can't believe things can change so fast in the past few days. Last time, I was scare of changes like this will happen.. You told me that things will change, but the people will not change. You once said you will be there. But now I think that is just some stupid words by me and you.
Even since you went out that day, I should not have put so much faith in this friendship. The faith in this relationship is a double edge. Now it back fires and it hurts me deeply. Some said I fall for you. Some said I was lonely so I will think I'm fall for you. But for me right now, I will take the second. The first few days you didn't find me , you didn't even text me. That makes me very moody and sad. But today I try my best to not think of you and get along with my course mate.
Things changed and it changes to the way I dun wan it to be. Maybe this is good for both us. I hope you will find him as your next and your last. Wish you all the best. Bye..