Time passes so fast. Its been nearly 7 months since I started to study in Taylor's. The experience here might not be what I expected. I was expecting a change in personality to be more cheerful type of person. However, the changes is not significant and the period is short. Soon I become back the person I used to be. The opening of new semester passed. I though changes will be even bigger but instead it turns out to be small.
I moved to new apartment due to the termination of contract at previous accommodation. After the moving of the accommodation, more and more events, more and more incidents started to appear. All these events are testing my time management skills and my reliability to God. Thanks to God, I still manage to pass through and survive until now.
Friends going back to hometown for their holiday. Friends been into relationship and some from relationship to single. Friends problem might be one of the major issues that is bothering me. I'm confuse with this feeling. This feeling is love, is friend care or just a confusing feeling that sits there for no reason? The only one can tell me is God. I'm waiting for the answer. Or maybe the answer is in front of me and I didn't notice it? Who knows. Praying seems to be the only way I can get off this feeling and head towards reality for a short while before the feeling strike back again.
Now is the assignment peak period and I still wondering around about love.. Continue to pray for God.. God bless you all. ^_^