Time really flies. Last minute, I just come to this strange place; The next minute, I already been here nearly a year. This is really a big year. Many new friends, new brother and sister in Christ. This is really been a wonderful year. I never thought I will start to like it here. The weather might not be as nice as Melbourne's but the condition will not lose to Melbourne. Now, I'm having my study break as I'll be having exams next week. I can't focus on doing revision but instead wanna update the two long gone blogs.
I dunno what I want. I though I was loving a girl or maybe several girls. But after attending an church event ( No Apologies), I found out that my feeling towards them is not love but lust only. Now my head is only missing you and you. The two girls that impacts my brain so much. Maybe is your beauty, maybe is you behavior, or even every moment I spend with you. It means a lot to me. I like you two. But it is time to forget about you girls.I wanna learn to really love and really like people with heart and not by lust.
Miss Wong: I know you last year when we have the same bio class. I first though you look like my friend in Sibu.. Although you're from Sibu also.. You're pretty, you're committed and you're kind. Thank you for appearing. You let me learn to give, to care. Even though, I failed you cause being emotional most of the time and care people in the wrong way. I can't believe that I been to the same church as you. Although the chance for us to meet is less in church as we attended different services. I still remember the time of our hang out, our graduation, our friends' gathering. You're a good and kind girl. I hope and pray you will find a guy that compete with you. Someone that will treat you well and truly love you.
Miss Lau: You're a special one. A someone that I first know when I attend the orientation this year. At first, I dunno I have the courage to be asking you your name and stuffs. Knowing you better and better as I been through this year. You once told me you're not accepting relationship is cause you can't let go of the previous relationship. I can't do anything to help you to let go of the past but to pray. Every night, I can only pray that God will cure you, open your heart for new relationship. I know you're stressing yourself to do revision and get good result. All I can said is pray for wisdom and relax bit. Dun be too stress up ok ? Take care of yourself as well.. I hope your Mr. Right will appear soon. ^_^ All the best.
I dunno whether you will see this but this is what I wanna say to you. Take care. Wish to see you soon.