Vicissitudinary Dog

Back To Sibu..

2011-12-30T19:50:00.000-08:00

First thing to do is to thank God for bringing me back to Sibu safely. A safe and pleasant trip back to Sibu, my Hometown. Many things had changed. Many shops, locations, even the road has changed. Its been 10 months since I last visit back to my hometown.

Second thing to thank God is that He brings me to the church yesterday night in Xin Fu Yuan.. I felt the renewal of spirit and life there. I get to know some new friends and learn God's word there. The familiar style of praise and worship, the teaching and prayers. There was a short video clips to conclude all the activities and events in the pass one year. A lot of things had happened in every fellowship in different parts of the world. It was a good experience to view more videos from different fellowship and different person so I'll be more prepare when there is a chance for me to compose a video again. It's a while since I felt so happy and the presence of God is so strong in my life after I'm back to Sibu.

Next thing to do:
1.Attend service
2.Ushering (if possible)
3.Choir!!!

Feel excited on the next few weeks with the new church. =D
God bless you all. =)

I'm back

2011-11-23T05:51:00.001-08:00

It's been a year since I last update my blog.. I would like to start off by sharing with you all a song I liked so much recently. I kept on repeat this song when I was bout to have my final exam last Friday morning.. This song encouraged me a lot.

This song is called "Grace" by Laura Story.

I came across this song when my best buddy tagged in a video named "Blessings" by Laura Story. This song, "Grace" really gives me the idea that every single day we live is grace from God. God created us and bless us so much that He is willing to send down His only son, Jesus Christ, to die for us in order to bring us salvation.

No matter how many times we turned away from God, how far to run away from God, He will be there when we seek Him. It is because He loves us. We are walking in the path of His daily sufficient grace. We know the price He paid in Calvary is a price that we can never pay. What we can do then? We learn to obey Him, and lean on Him. We give Him thanks for everything happened in our daily life. We confess our sins to Him for we had sin against Him everyday in life without us knowing... We pray for everyone and everything that we do and care for as well as every plan that we have in mind.

My cell group leader once told me. When we pray, we pray with thanks giving, confession of sins and also for the things we asked for.. It is true we normally pray for things when it is happening.. As students, normally it's our exams and assignments. Keep them as a daily prayer and not just something to pray bout when we gonna due or sitting it soon.

Although some said I have changed after going to the life game camp in Melbourne. But I feel I'm still a kid. Still learning to be God's disciple. I know that I don't have much talents like others who has talents in music..
All I can do now is to keep up with my daily devotion, my prayers and also use the talents I know I have that is unique to others. =) Thanks all. God bless. =)

2011-02-19T06:18:00.001-08:00

This song keeps playing in my mind... I dunno what to think... I'm afraid to fall for one. I'm afraid to care too much for someone. I'm afraid to been given an eye contact from you. Cause one eye contact from you, will make me feel I can love u ...
I'm scare of it, yet I cant stop care for you...... Why this is trap and yet, I'm falling in again.... 是我想太多，我总这样想，因为这是唯一可以安慰我的理由。我何时才能离开这束缚。。。。。

NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-31T08:39:00.001-08:00

APPY NEW YEAR !!!!!! Wish everyone all the best in the new year. New dreams, new goals, new wishes. ^_^ Wish all the couples together always. All singles, found their soul mates in the new year. ^_^ .
新年快乐！！！！祝大家在新的一年，业业顺利，身体健康。新年新希望，在兔年，兔飞猛进！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
^_^
God bless you all. ^_^

My holiday, my life.

2010-12-22T16:36:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time since I last updated my blog here. This blog post is just going to talk about my life and my feeling after my previous post. If you feel offended, then you may click on the cross button located on the upper right corner anytime. Please feel free to do so.

First of all, its examination. After the previous post, I will be facing my final examination in less than a week time. I didn't really study well this time so in the end my result is not as good as I think. However, I'm graceful that I still pass all of them. I still remember that I had my lunch with my two of my best friends in the course. We had our lunch and went on to have Basket Robbin. It was a fun day not only cause we finish our examination but its also our last day we'll hang out like that. That very evening, a "sister" of mine, find me on msn and ask me want to eat snowflakes (Taiwan shop that sells ice desserts) or not. We went together with my cell group leader and ate our icy desserts. That basically ends the story for the first day of my holiday.

After my final examination, I didn't really get to celebrate my holiday, or go back to hometown. The reason is cause I'm still having Malaysian Study (MS) class. I'm the only one that attend this class from my course, so I dunno any one of them. The class is mainly composed of students from engineering and business with one biomedical student (me). The first day of the class is on 29 of October. I'm a late entry of the class cause I was having my Moral Education when the MS class commerce in the first place. So I don't know any one in my MS class when I enter it. The lecturer just show us a video so its quite boring. I notice a guy beside me is sitting alone so I started talking to him. His name is Gin. The next class, I met his friend, Michele. They become my best friends during my holiday and my MS class. It's really nice to know them.

At 20th of November, MS class had a short study trip. That is when I get to know more about Gin and Michele along with some others. After that, we become good friends with several others. We hang out for lunch or breakfast most of the time before or after every MS class. But since we all have different time table so we cant have all of us gathering together for a meal. I manage to have meal once with 5 of them including Gin, Michele, Maggy,David and Wan Qun. We face the examination together. After the examination, we had a little photo section with David, Michele, Maggy and Gin. The photos are not yet been upload so I can't post them here now. But I will miss them so much. They accompany me through the holiday when there is no one I know in Taylor's is there and when no one accompany me in MS class.

Well, recently I'm full of strange emotions. I'm a flower heart person and I admit it. Maybe I haven really love someone. I found out that I'm easily to like the girl that is single and closest to me. When she leaves, I will miss her for a while. When another girl close, I like the other girl as well. A senior once said that is not like her but can't get use of it when she is not around. So now I'm confusing on whether likes Michele or not. Maybe Its just wishing her to be happy. This is my blog so I dun mind to confess it here. Its like a personal diary that is online and post for my friends to know me. I'm honest on what I'm typing here. It's been really nice to hang out with them and I like them all.

Now, Michele is sick so I hope she recover soon. Pray for her that she will recover soon. I also pray that David, Maggy, Gin and Michele to prepare well as they are having assignments now and will be facing their final examination soon in Jan.

My flight back to Sibu has been decided. It's on 27 of December. So will be leaving them and wouldn't see them any more. Bye Bye, Michele, Gin, David, Maggy and Wan Qun. All the best and good bye.

November..

2010-11-02T19:45:00.000-07:00

Time really flies. Last minute, I just come to this strange place; The next minute, I already been here nearly a year. This is really a big year. Many new friends, new brother and sister in Christ. This is really been a wonderful year. I never thought I will start to like it here. The weather might not be as nice as Melbourne's but the condition will not lose to Melbourne. Now, I'm having my study break as I'll be having exams next week. I can't focus on doing revision but instead wanna update the two long gone blogs.

I dunno what I want. I though I was loving a girl or maybe several girls. But after attending an church event ( No Apologies), I found out that my feeling towards them is not love but lust only. Now my head is only missing you and you. The two girls that impacts my brain so much. Maybe is your beauty, maybe is you behavior, or even every moment I spend with you. It means a lot to me. I like you two. But it is time to forget about you girls.I wanna learn to really love and really like people with heart and not by lust.

Miss Wong: I know you last year when we have the same bio class. I first though you look like my friend in Sibu.. Although you're from Sibu also.. You're pretty, you're committed and you're kind. Thank you for appearing. You let me learn to give, to care. Even though, I failed you cause being emotional most of the time and care people in the wrong way. I can't believe that I been to the same church as you. Although the chance for us to meet is less in church as we attended different services. I still remember the time of our hang out, our graduation, our friends' gathering. You're a good and kind girl. I hope and pray you will find a guy that compete with you. Someone that will treat you well and truly love you.

Miss Lau: You're a special one. A someone that I first know when I attend the orientation this year. At first, I dunno I have the courage to be asking you your name and stuffs. Knowing you better and better as I been through this year. You once told me you're not accepting relationship is cause you can't let go of the previous relationship. I can't do anything to help you to let go of the past but to pray. Every night, I can only pray that God will cure you, open your heart for new relationship. I know you're stressing yourself to do revision and get good result. All I can said is pray for wisdom and relax bit. Dun be too stress up ok ? Take care of yourself as well.. I hope your Mr. Right will appear soon. ^_^ All the best.

I dunno whether you will see this but this is what I wanna say to you. Take care. Wish to see you soon.

The feeling.

2010-09-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

It's been quite a strange thing for me to update my blog two times a week. However, there is no where else I can express my feeling and no one around to talk to when I need them. It's really amazing how things can change in a short time. I confess to a girl. Well, some how manage to confess to her.

I was accompany her to her apartment. I was nervous along the way on how to confess to her. In the end, I barely manage to tell her in front of her door. Her response? " Why so sudden ?? " Then keep smiling.. After that, I basically change the topic and say good bye after a short chat with her.

When I reach home, I text her. At first she said, she don't what to do.. She is completely blank. Then she reply that she don't wanna involve in any new relationship any time soon. It's truly heart break when saw the text, but what can I do? Life still go on.. All I did is went on to find friends to chat around and chat about the incident or about the confession. Said is really easier than done. When I know I should just leave it and let God handle it. But still, I wish to heard a yes from her. But my friend was right. " when you confess your feeling to someone, this is not just about you only."

Today as usual, alone emoing in the class. I just can't chat with them. Don't know what to chat.. Good thing after the break, I regain my normal self and talk with them. But to the girl, I barely speak out anything. All I can talk to her is about school stuffs. To me personal point of view, she already told her friend sitting beside her about what I told her yesterday. But I cant help thinking about it. I cant barely talk to her. Even wanna invite her go out, I can only do it through sms and not directly ask her when she was just in front of me.

What can I do? After confess, she more or less will have barrier formed. All I can hope, all I can pray, all I can do now is hope things get back to normal soon. Even though there is some regret in me of confessing to her, but some parts of me also feel relief. Cause at least I get an answer. Thank you..

Last day of August.

2010-08-29T21:55:00.000-07:00

Time passes so fast. Its been nearly 7 months since I started to study in Taylor's. The experience here might not be what I expected. I was expecting a change in personality to be more cheerful type of person. However, the changes is not significant and the period is short. Soon I become back the person I used to be. The opening of new semester passed. I though changes will be even bigger but instead it turns out to be small.

I moved to new apartment due to the termination of contract at previous accommodation. After the moving of the accommodation, more and more events, more and more incidents started to appear. All these events are testing my time management skills and my reliability to God. Thanks to God, I still manage to pass through and survive until now.

Friends going back to hometown for their holiday. Friends been into relationship and some from relationship to single. Friends problem might be one of the major issues that is bothering me. I'm confuse with this feeling. This feeling is love, is friend care or just a confusing feeling that sits there for no reason? The only one can tell me is God. I'm waiting for the answer. Or maybe the answer is in front of me and I didn't notice it? Who knows. Praying seems to be the only way I can get off this feeling and head towards reality for a short while before the feeling strike back again.

Now is the assignment peak period and I still wondering around about love.. Continue to pray for God.. God bless you all. ^_^

Emoing

2010-08-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Things changed so fast. I cant believe how fast things can changed within one week. Last week and this week is like totally different time line for me. A lot of changes take place until I cant recognize which are the stuffs I cherish, the people I love. It is as though I have gone into a new world.

After today, I think we are not possible. The attitude of yours toward me changes dramatically. I cant believe these things can change so rapidly in just 3 days times. Do you know that today is the 12th weeks since we know each other ??? I can't believe things can change so fast in the past few days. Last time, I was scare of changes like this will happen.. You told me that things will change, but the people will not change. You once said you will be there. But now I think that is just some stupid words by me and you.

Even since you went out that day, I should not have put so much faith in this friendship. The faith in this relationship is a double edge. Now it back fires and it hurts me deeply. Some said I fall for you. Some said I was lonely so I will think I'm fall for you. But for me right now, I will take the second. The first few days you didn't find me , you didn't even text me. That makes me very moody and sad. But today I try my best to not think of you and get along with my course mate.

Things changed and it changes to the way I dun wan it to be. Maybe this is good for both us. I hope you will find him as your next and your last. Wish you all the best. Bye..

Outing again..

2010-07-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Its my last day of orientation and it was a tiring day.. Tiring not because of the orientation but after the orientation .. Follow buddy, Melanie, to eat then go fix her laptop. After her class finishes, the both of us stay in the school lib to use the free access internet..

After the free internet section, the two of us went to Leisure Commerce Square , or LCS for short(a building near my place which is previously a taylors campus but is close down after lakeside campus is open) After buying her empty disc for presentation, we walked all the way to sunway pyramid. We went to perfume section as she wanna buy a perfume for her friend whose birthday is not far away.. After the perfume , we went down to take a look at a doll brand called "doodledoll" She took a few photo then we went to the teddy section where she was like totally fall under the spell of teddy bear.. then we went to pet shop , cosmetic shops, and teddy bear shops....

We went to Asian Avenue to buy green tea candy. I recently quite addicted to green tea so she said she bring me to buy green tea candy.. The shop was a japanese shop and all the food sold are imported from Japan.. I saw the candy, buy it and have a taste of it .. The candy was nice and it have the tea taste at first.. It is a green tea soft candy with green tea powder covering it ... Then more teddy shop and cosmetic shop...

Melanie went to a local snack shop to buy some snacks and then we went to Jusco to buy some sushi and red ginger.. We went home shortly after we finish all the shopping and wandering.. I go home , finish up my final model... This is the first gundam model i ever made.. Colourless but yet it gives me the feeling of admire to the designers. they come out with a such wonderful model and design...

Line is been lag for today so I will upload the picture next time.. Thank u al. Have a nice day. ^_^

Sing K in Sibu..

2010-07-05T05:59:00.001-07:00

I have been born and raise in Sibu for more than 18 years. But today is the first time I sing K in Sibu.. It's been a while since I last sing K and I completely cant sing at all.

I have been back for one week. And I haven't been meeting her in person in one week as well.. So many things can happen in this one week. Some can go for single to in a relationship while others can go from in a relationship to it is complicated. There are so many things happen in between but i wasn't be able to participate in any of them. I'm starting to wonder what kind of friend am I.. I can't do anything to help them.. NO matter through person or msn.. I feel so helpless.. Can't do a single thing to help them other than bless them in words... Some said I love the girl I'm blessing while some said i'm just cant get use to the loneliness without her beside me. Now even I'm also confuse.. All I want is her to be happy and do the things she like. I know there is not smooth life path in the world. Every path will have high and low tides. I wanna to accompany her to pass those high and low tides. I want to be her shield and her wall. I want to protect her and I want to be able to back her up when she needs it.. Now, It's like nothing I can do at all. Nothing I can do to help her at all..

The other girl is the same. She was trapped by a relationship that is long lost few months ago and she can't let go of the guy. They might not be officially together but the time they spend is true and worth it.. Cause I believe that time was a memory to her even though she was lost contact with the guy for few months. I can't do anything to help her to get out of the tiny little box in her heart. Now, only the guy can help her but I have completely no idea on who he is and how to help them... Is it possible to help them to regain their relationship ????

I hope they will be alright in no time.. I miss the times.. The times when I saw their smiles....

Recent life..

2010-06-19T10:36:00.000-07:00

After attending to church today, I notice that I don't know any thing or the people in the church.. I always wanna go back to Melbourne cause I miss the cell group there.. But after attending today, I notice there is nothing in the world that wouldn't change. Everything will change but the point is whether will u find a place that belongs to u in the new change or not ..

Once I watch an anime.. A girl ask a boy:" Are you happy here ? I love it here and I'm happy here. But everything is going to change soon." The boy reply:" I dun love it here and I dun feel happy here. It's going to change soon then you just have to find happiness in the new place." There is always happiness in every where. Even in a country that is under war or natural disasters, there are also happiness living there. The point is can you see the happiness in there or not...

After attending a different Saturday night than usual since I had been here, I feel happy and refreshed. Although there are exams coming, I haven prepare well and I'm scare of it, I wanna be happy not only for others but for me myself as well..

Happy birthday to muself!!!

2010-05-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

This maybe just showing off but i wanna thank you all for the wishes.. First time ever, i had receive 120+ msg as birthday wishes.. Thank u all for the wishes. That is the best present ever. ^^ Coz knowing that, so many people rmb my birthday although many knew it through facebook but still, u send me ur wishes.. Thank u all. ^^

I basically receive two present.. One is all the wishes from my friends, buddies, family, and long lost friends.. Thank u all. God bless you all. ^^ Wish u all the best in ur career, exams, assignments. ^^

Another present is a new phone i bought few weeks ago.. I ad mention that few times, so i'll just skip the it ... XD

Lastly, wanna said few words to you all..

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WISHES.. WISH U ALL THE BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently ....

2010-05-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

Its always been a long time since I update my own personal blog. Well, I have to admit that I duno how to manage the priority in my life. There is a big prject given to us few weeks ago and the due date is this Friday. I'm still clueless on this project and im still here online update blog, facebook, check mail hanging around online.....

First, I finally bought a phone. A phone that I liked a lot.. Although RM 900+ is high for me , but i wanna protect it and make it last long.. It's my own Sony Ericson W995. I love it., Thanks to my parents allow me to buy it and thanks to chon fan for bring me to buy it.. ^^

Well, basically the assignment that needs to hand in this Friday is not a easy task since it worth 20% in my finals. Once I fail this, this means that I am require to repeat this course again ... So basically, failing is not an option. I just got a hand on one of video concept background back and marked from the lecturers. I only gt 11 out of 30 .. The comment is my concept is not relevant to wat my topic is... It is quite hard for me to accept that I only get 11 and not even half of the mark. Now, I know that I need to check again and make sure it is fully referenced and nicely related to the topic im writting even that means that I need to reduce the amount of sleep I need.

I wanna do the best in this course but I no im not good in it.. Maybe is becoz of my laziness... I wish I can do it... I hope I can do it ... That programming part is really started to annoy me and I really nid some help n solving it.. As the program itself ad occupy more than half of the marks in the project.. If I dun get the program part right, the max of the marks i can get is 30 out of 100... Which means fail in this course. Any one with good programming mind can help me ????

I went out with friends to their church yesterday for the church new album launching. It turns out that album is quite nice. Some of the songs, i like it very much. I think the things I like about church and fellowship is in fact that the people there are always kind and friendly even though ur a stranger to them... But they will always come to u and be friend with you.. ^^

Assignments, please leave me alone as soon as possible....

Lucky day. ^^

2010-05-06T00:47:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a lucky day. The first thing happened is that my phone N95 many buttons become malfunction and the screen is whole black... Cant see anything, cant do anything with it.. Luckily the alarm still work..

Since the phone is like that, I didn't bring it to school. Then I attend class as usual. After the classes, I gt one hour break. My few friends ad bought their foods so I follow another gang of friends to go eat. But they didn't go eat, they just going out to take something they left in the car. I will feel paiseh if I go eat and let them watch so I dun eat. Then I go back to class and take a short nap. After I woke up, I was boring so I go to the corridor to relax myself and wait for time to pass while watch the view that I like in the uni. Quite lucky, my lecturer pass by and ask me still ok with school stuff ? still manage to cope with the study until now ?? Make me feel warm heart.

After the last lecture, I walk to the bus stop and wait for the inter campus bus to reach here. I got up and fall asleep the moment it start to move. When I woke up, I found out that I am on the way to the main campus and I just miss the stop that i need to get down... So I ask the driver will it go to Mentari (The apartment I stay in). He said no, u go down and walk to the main campus , there will be bus to go there around 3pm. I walked there, and wait outside the front gate of the main campus. Luckily, I follow my friends to walk few times there, and my buddy bring me into the campus and take a tour before. So I'm not that strange with the surrounding there. Although without phone, I cant call any one , text anyone, or inform anyone about it, but luckily the bus arrive in time. Although it didn't went to mentari , it went to suriamas which is just few min walk away to my place. So I get on it.

I stay awake on the bus and think of a lot of things that happen recently.. When the bus arrive at Suriamas, I walk down and start to walk to my place. When I start to walk for few steps on the road, it started to rain.. I can't stop laughing on how lucky i am when it does.. XDXDXD... SO i walk my way home in the rain. Then after walking pass a few block in Mentari, the rain stopped.

My mum approve me to buy a new phone when I tell my sis to ask my mum on msn just now.. So I plan to go buy this weekend since it is not convenient without a phone.. My alarm , my friends contacts all will gone...

Update the latest news.. Juz now went to a steak house nearby to eat steak since i promise to bring my house mate go there eat steak for few times. We finally went and have a nice meal. But after we paid the bill, we notice the sky is raining AGAIN...... And it is much more bigger compare to this afternoon... The three of us have to walk in the rain in order to go home.. SO lucky.... XD

I was very lucky today.. XDXD

What am i doing???

2010-04-28T04:13:00.001-07:00

Its been another few weeks since i update my blog. Nothing interesting to blog on though.. It just another one of those rushing assignment and hand in by tomorrow or u will risk the chance of failing this course..

The school bus is also getting more and more crowded as the students from other campus all moved to my campus. In the previous few months, i will only miss the bus by one max per day.. Now i even can miss two bus in a roll and can't go up any of them.. Stone there for one and half hour, before i finally can squeeze in and find a place to sit.. When i was in there, i directly fall asleep in the bus.. When i woke up, i was still very tired.. Suddenly feel that all the energy of my life has already gone from my body... Feel im not living anymore... So tired...

Maybe this is why they said need to arrange time well in university, or u will suffer from it deeply... So tired now ... But still have assignments, practicals and test waiting to be finished... SO TIRED... God bless us all.

Field trips.

2010-04-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i last update my own blog. Its not that i dun wanna update, is juz that there is no interesting stuff to update about it. Today is interesting coz i had a field trip to the forest and park...

I didnt take much picture as the group juz keep going and i didnt feel much like taking photo. Although the later part of it , we need to identify some plants and take some photo for our assignment. I only have two picture to share as these are the two that i took and i think is nice.

First, The sky from the forest.

Next, some of my course mate and my buddies.

There is siew wai, tze chen, kuan tai, tiffany, yen kai (behind)
Angelina, Aunty Teing, Shirley ( front)

It is a tiring day although i did enjoy some part of it... But not all.. Overall, Not bad for this field trip..

3s

2010-03-25T08:42:00.001-07:00

I have three S on my mind now. Sad , stress and sick....

First, Sad. My dad came to have dinner today and is going to leave KL tomorrow. Today straight after school, I went home, take a bath and went to Sunway to meet him. After meeting him, my sis and I went to eat while he attended his dinner. After few hours, My bro joined us and we went to have some dessert then we go home. I never though that I will so miss my dad when I was about to leave. Especially now when only my 2nd sis is still with them for half day ( since my sis is helping in my mum's shop). When I think of them been the only two at home today, I feel so guilty and sad. I feel like Im not a good child by leaving them... T.T So sad. Wanna cry.... Tears already rolling in my eyes but I don't wan to let it out, not in front of my roommates. After I have been to Melbourne for one year with no parents visit me there, I though I wouldn't miss them in KL too, not until I will get homesick... But after seeing him today, I really feel that for the first time ever, I have homesick, as in very serious homesick... I have a feeling of quitting the program im studying now and went back to Sibu... Really sad... Cant stop thinking about them now..

Second, Stress. The work is getting harder. I dun understand the things teacher teaches, I duno how to do the work sheets and assignments given. There are two assignments need to be hand in next friday and I having major problems in one of them. After those two been handed in , I still gt one more assignment directly after that. Feeling like the works are unstoppable. And this Monday, I laugh too loud until I anger the lecturer who eventually just packed up and walk away.. She even refuse to teach us English any more. Then after yesterday, we voted to ask her back. So tomorrow, we will still having english as usual. So i owe her an apology. I mean really sincere apology..

Third, Im sick, as in mentally homesick.. First time ever, I feel the feeling of homesick so strong that it overwhelm and engulf me.... The mood now is so complex... Duno wat to feel, wat to do, wat to think..... So moody now...

Moody day.....

2010-03-23T02:49:00.001-07:00

Its another Tuesday... Another boring , simple and moody Tuesday.... The bright side of today is that class ends at 10 am, the dark side of it is that I keep on feeling that i make a wrong decision.. Why did I said so ??? Find out by continue reading..

Today the class ends at 10am. There is no practicals today but we have a movie section during that period which is 2-4pm. After the last lecture finished, we all went to see our lecturer to discuss our video topics with her. After the discussion is end, I went to the food court to eat with my team member. In front of the food court, I meet my best buddy and ask me to go sing K now. I though the sing K is postpone until after the movie. They said they are going to skip the movie section as it is not compulsory. I was basically given few seconds to make decision as they are leaving at the moment.

I choose to stay back and I now still bit blur on why I choose to stay... After that, I know almost all of my friends are going to sing K and only few of those Im not familiar stayed. After eating lunch, I went to computer lab to print few lecture notes. I plan to go find my friend but they are studying with senior so I go away as I don't really good in getting along with strangers or unfamiliar friends. After the time reached, I went to the LT 12. They eventually switch to LT 9.... I was boring until I use my cell to online in there but the cell gone crazy and stuck there. I cant send messages and make calls.. I heard a friend of mine planning on going to join them later. At first I got the though of following but my friend leave early and I didn't notice it... So I can only come home early to have bit snacks to "comfort" my mood and have my own fun playing the laptop games.

Its moody for me but the view of the beautiful Earth and the problems facing by the Earth now makes me feel better cause the view is awesome and I get to know more about the problems faced and solutions used in the Earth all around the Earth... ^^

Go to play games... XD

K section.

2010-03-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

Today was a very very entertaining day as today I dun have my PASS ( Peer Associated Study Section) and I only need to attend school for one lecture which is only 1 hour duration. After the class, few friends and I went to the Divisional Office to pay off our fees for our class note.

We already decided to went to sing Karaoke today so we decided to go for the 11am.. There are two vehicles as there are two of them who drive to school. We took their drive there and we meet up before we go to the Red Box since we go in separate cars.
The three, nearly four hours of singing is fun although feel guilty for Brian as he only manage to sing few songs... Sorry, Brian.

Here are few pictures about the Karaoke section time although its blurring....

Lim Lee teing.. But I prefer call her aunty since she is older... XD

The handsome Brian and cute Angelina..

From the left is cool Siew Wai, old Aunty Lim Lee Teing, handsome Brian, cute Angelina and active Shiley. xD

This is the first time I sing K this year so been too excited and sing almost every songs until there no voice left for me.. XD After such a fun day , its time to pack up and work hard for school. I dun wan to be working last minutes again this year..
Plus I got so many genius help me, I must get good result in order not to fail them. ^^ Good luck the rest of you too. ^^

Hang out

2010-02-13T05:33:00.001-08:00

It's been a long time since I last hang out with Crystal.. Its nice to have some one be free driver. Ting Chee is a ex classmate of mine. I haven't seen her in few years after I leave school. Its a shocking news when I heard that she is currently study in the same school with Crystal. So Crystal decided to hang out yesterday night. and so, we did. We went terminal 5 located at the new bus stop. It's newly opened and the foods are limited. The foods are ok but most of it we ordered are spicy foods. They treat me very "nice". I became the dustbin and clean up all of their foods .. After paying the bill, we went to delta mall to have a walk.

Crystal went to pick her sis up and we went to find a parking spot near the mall. We walked from the ground floor to the top floor. But we didnt buy much items. I did meet few of my friends who seldom have the chance to meet. One of them is a friend I know when I am having my trial car test and actual test. I also meet my relative there. There was a surprise though. I saw Jackie, an education agent that send me down to Melbourne. I went down to have few chats with her and along with her employees there. I talked too much until Crystal and her friends walked away to have some supper nearby.. I joined them afterward.

After the supper, Crystal sent me home and end the night with them. Its fun to hang out with them and I'm looking forward to hang out with them again. ^^

害怕。。

2010-01-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

明天，就要考车了。我自己没有十足的把握，心情也十分害怕，害怕一个不小心就失败了。到时，不只我伤心，也令其他人失望。不去考，又不行。心理忐忑不安，很害怕。是我胆小，懦弱。回想起来，以前好多次都有很多想放弃，害怕，无论是考试，学业，交友，生活，没有一次不想放弃，也没有一次不害怕。之前有朋友，陪伴，鼓励，激励。现在，我感觉，只有一个人。身边有许多好友，但他们都有各自的烦恼，不想麻烦他们。

回想起在墨尔本，认识到很多好友，尤其是，Oliver,Ｃａｌｖｉｎ，　Ｄｅｒｉｃ．他们的拥抱，是我最大的安慰。可以让我疏解压力，我的精神寄托。没有他们，我不知道要怎样过活。明天的考试，我没有信心考过。人人都考过了，剩我一个，没人陪伴。谢谢主，让我认识到一个朋友，明天，我们还会见面。到时跟他拿了联络方式，可以做朋友了。谢谢主。。

明天向皓就要去墨尔本了。希望他能一切顺利，快乐。认识到他们，是我在那里的最大骄傲。这种感觉，好害怕，紧张。心中有一股不安。害怕我考不到。。。我好废。。。。

轧车

2010-01-04T17:09:00.000-08:00

是按怎阿花和阿娇拢无佳意我
我撇车技术一流无人甲我轧
是按怎学校的老师拢无疼痛我
是不是ABCD看无卡憨就拢免教
老爸老母整天底骂
喋喋喋念不知念啥
是按怎哪会按呢身边的问题一摊
这时阵上好作阵来去轧车
作阵来轧车作阵来轧车
不管伊警察底抓不管伊父母底骂
只要我引擎催落无人可当甲我轧
在这我最快最趴最大
是按怎今日的观众拢底打拍仔
大家看我一个那像 Super Star
La La La La La La La La
愈骑愈紧愈爽我想欲唱歌
头脑底飞身躯底颤
风底吹我心底流汗
是按怎那会这爽要了解我的感觉
这时阵上好作阵来去轧车

心墙

2010-01-03T00:39:00.000-08:00

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

The most unforgetable memory.

2009-12-31T06:04:00.000-08:00

I juz saw the video of my birthday during cell group. I haven actually see it since I cant fully loading it before in melbourne. Well. It is fully finish loading when I tried today, even manage to download it down. Its a precious memory and one of the most special one among all my birthday.

Actually there is never friends to celebrate my birthday before, not until I reach Melbourne and meet friends like u all. It was a happy and memorable birthday for me. I think that wouldn't going to happen again. But my 18th birthday will be the most special and precious present I have received.

I want to thank u all for the presents. Oliver, Ivy, Calvin, Deric, Amelia, Connie, and Karen, Thank u all for the presents, the surprise, the memories. I also want to thank my friends and family for the birthday wishes. A special thank you to Jennifer and Stephanie. Thank u for buying me birthday cake even it is night time and u all tired after working. Thank u very very much.

Thank you very much *bow*

Gathering and Hang out ....

2009-12-18T05:51:00.000-08:00

Happy day it is.. At first it is bit tiring coz nid to carry few things.... But it is fun in the afternoon...

First, hang out with wong jiin and friends at parkson. Juz having some drinks and then off to cafe cafe to meet with my cell groups... Miss dao join us today too.. We have lunch and drinks while chit chating. Calvin and karen went back first. While miss dao , me , and ivy, we continue to chat while waiting for her friends to come. After waiting for a few hours, michelle, wong jiin ,and me went to watch Avatar...

I like the creatures and the environment in the movie, but the story is long and boring. 2hours and 40 minutes..... After movie , we went to eat at shabu shabu which is juz happen to be nearby. Eating , chatting, taking photos....

Then is home time... XD

Result.

2009-12-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

Finally , my foundation result is out today.. I didn't know about it if Ashan didnt tell me.. Ashan is a friend i noe during the second semester. We are in the same bio class. Although we didnt know each other much, but we still will greet each other . ^^

Ok, back to the result.. Some dissapoint me , but some impress me... My eng is getting worse. From 69 drop to 63.. Physic improve by 2 marks. XD But still in the Pass grade..
The chemistry paper for the second semester is horrible... I still gt 3 marks lower than last semester so i think that is something worth to feel lucky with.. My bio improve bit and my math is like jumping up .. XD. Thank God for getting this result.. It is quite good. ^^

Now , i am hopping that i can meet the requirement for biomedicine.. >.<
Haiz......

To all my friends, siblings, buddies and relatives at Melbourne

2009-11-15T07:10:00.000-08:00

I can't sleep and I can't stop myself from crying. When I close the light and went to bed, I can't stop myself from thinking about that I can't never going to see you all again. Since facebook can post something so long, I post it here at my blog.

Every time when I think that I might not step into this land again, will not see all of you here again, will not be able to joke or to play with you all again, I feel very sad. No matter you are my friends, buddies, relatives or siblings here at Melbourne or even don't care to be my friends anymore , I will miss you all very much.

Because many of you are from other country or states that I can't go visit. Even those that are some hometown with me, I also don't know will I ever going to meet you or not. I don't know why, even when I first left my hometown, my school, I don't feel this sad. Maybe you are all my best mate, buddies, and friends that I ever had in my life. Even I know this one year is short but I really learn a lot, and it is really really very nice to know you all. We have been through a lot of happiness, sadness, depression, arguement and many more and yet we are still friends.

I can't bear to think that I am not going to see you all again. If time really can change back, I wish that I can repeat this year again. I want to be with you all one more time. Even repeat once, I am also willing to do so. T.T ... It doesn't matter when we meet, start of the year or few days before school end, you will always be my friends. If there is line called fate between us, I hope we can meet again. I love you all very much and I miss you very much.. T.T

Sayonara, Taylors college !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome , Holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-11T23:27:00.000-08:00

WAhahahahahahahaha... Finally finish the final exam of the year .... I am finally free from all... XDXDXDXD... Although i think i didnt did well in two subjects but never mind. Things already pass and all I nid to do nw is thinking for the holiday plan before i go back home... ^^

Wonderful year it is. Not only it is the first time i come to this whole new town, but also meet a lot of friends and learn a lot of things. So relax now.. Firstly, I nid to thank my parents although i dun think they will see it, for sending me here and support me... Secondly is all my siblings who care for me when i am here... XDXD
Lastly is all my friends and teachers.

The first ever friend i made is Deric Hii. He is the best friend here. He listen to my problems and help think of methods to solve it.. Although most of the time , he just watch his anime and ignore me.. XDXD

The second one is Tan Yee Gene or many prefer call him genie.. He is the first friend that I made in Australia. Cause I come to melbourne with deric and amelia so they are friends i make at KL , Not Australia.. XD . After Orientation, I didn't go to class cause I go to buy some text book. I go to sch after the weekends since the day I orientation is Friday. On the first day of school, I didnt make any friends. Cause I am shy... XDXD . Gene gt 4 same classes with me. Phy, Eng, Chem and Bio ..
I didnt really know that. He sits beside me during bio period but we didnt talk. I know him after sch is finish for the first day. He ask me for my name when we are on our way down the stairs. Then we chat for a while before we go home. After that day, he sits beside me for every phy and bio period. He also introduce me new friends.
Thank you, gene.. Ur the best..

The third one is Luna. She was a girl from Sabah. She was in the same chemistry class with me last semester. She sits beside me and she ask me whether I'm Malaysia or not. I said yes and we started to chatting. She was same class with me for bio and chem. Thank you, Luna. Wish u all the best.

If I intro them one by one, it will take age for me to finish intro them all. So basically, I will Intro in gangs so you dun have to watch for that long long long .XD
And most of these are start from second semester. As I noe them more at this semester.

The first gang is what I call them sisters. The eldest is Penny lau. We are from the same school but we didn't know each other when we at Sibu. Actually all within this gang share some similar personality that is kind and friendly. The second eldest is Luna. The third one is Brenda, A girl from SMK Tung Hua in Sibu. The youngest one is Irene Wong, a girl from Tung Hua in sibu. They are all nice and friendly girls that i know here.. ^^ Thank you all , sisters.

The second gang is I so call daughters. Basically only two people. They are Andrea Lu and Pin. One call me father, one called me grand father just for fun.. XD Andrea is from Tung Hua and housemate plus class mate with Brenda. Pin is a korean girl I know here, introduced by Andrea.. XD . Daughter introduce me grand daughter. XD.
Thank you to u two..^^

The third gang is Sibu gangs. All from Sibu they include Meng Aik, Connie, Ivy, Derek, Jasmine, Elaine, Jennifer, Stephanie, Amelia, Calvin, Wan chie, Karen, Oliver, Austin, and many others. Too many till i cant remember.. Thank u all for helping me and supporting me.. Love u all..^^

The fourth gang is Malaysia and Singapore gangs remix.. XP. The member include Leonard, William, Justin, Yee ping, Li ping, Li xian, Hazmey, Stanley, Rezza, Wei ru, Carene, Evonne, and many more.. Again. Too many ... XDXDXD.. Thank you for playing, chatting and joking with me.. Also help me.. XD Thank you...

Last gang is Hong Kong sisters, Nora and Stephanie. They are sisters I know not long after I start school. We dun really know each other cause we seldom chat. XD But I wan to thank u two for the support and fun we had during excursion and in class experiments.. ^^

That basically conclude some of my friends who helped me. Thank you all for the wonderful year at taylors. Although we may not meet again next year, I will always remember you all. Let's us keep in touch in facebook and msn. ^^ Happy holiday and all the best in Uni.

Going crazy soon ......

2009-11-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Its really been long time since I last update this blog. I starting to wonder why I create this blog since I hardly even update it. Recently is the start of exams and I just finish 2 out of 5 subjects. Next week, I am going to handle 3 subjects in consecutive days........

These few days, I went to live at my friend's apartment. At first, I though it is going to be fun cause feel like camping, only that we are sleeping in camp.. But after these few days, I changed my mind about stay at friend's place. Maybe is because I am not that good with them so feel like not in same group with them. They talked gossips,event that is happening , watch movies together. I don't really get along with them. Maybe is because I more like to be alone at aside so no one talk to me much..

Finally back to my own room. Feel more relax. Cause can do everything I like. Mostly refer to being emotional. Recently, I am quite emotional. The reason ? Unknown. Just feel like being alone. Quite envy my friends. They can be together happily, talking, chatting, having fun.. Really feel uncomfortable, sad and lonely. Maybe later will hide in the bed and cry out loud. I hope that will make me more happier.

I told my problems with a friend. All the advise he giving me is to try to interrupt them. He always get along with them by interrupting them with the things they talking about. I try that few times. But sometime, I am not that good and most of the time, it got reflected back. It feels like there is a string between them. I try to penetrate into that string but got reflected and cant penetrate. Feeling more and more moody. I hope tomorrow will be a better day and can forgot about all the bad things..

Bush Dance.

2009-10-07T06:12:00.001-07:00

Today our school have bush dance event. That event is free to enter and FREE food. There are also teacher to teach us how to dance. It is fun cause I never try dancing before. Especially with my friends and some other school mate. This can make our friendship become better. It is fun but really tiring. There gt chips, sandwich, cake, soft drinks, and Milo. XD

But most of the dance require a partner and I can't find one. So out of approximately 9 dances, I got another boy as my partner for 7 dances. It is quite funny cause others are all couples or two girls. But having a male partner also good cause they will not reject us easily... Since we are both male.. XD

Sorry about that, gone a bit crazy after attend the event. I was like very excited, and every one thinks I drink alcohol before I went for the event. Actually, I did not drink any. Before we end , there is a big group dance that is require us all who attend to join. That is completely crazy dance. I don't much picture of it cause most of the time, I was busy dancing with the others. XD

After that, I went home, take bath and have my dinner. After a short rest, I went to library to study with friends. That place is too hot. Imagine you are going from a fridge to an oven. At there study until 11 something. Before we go back, my friend want to go have some supper cause he is hungry. So we go to have Hungry Jack. I bought an ice cream for a friend and we chat together while she having her ice cream.

It was after that I found out that girls cant eat too cold especially at a old night like this. Feel really sorry to hurt her like that. Haiz. Sad. I so stupid one.... T.T
Hope tomorrow can be better and not maintain the same ....... Wish her and you all the best....

Sch reopen..

2009-10-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today is start of the new term. Time passes so fast. It is already the 5th of October in a blink of an eye. Today is quite lucky and also quite unlucky.. The first thing in the morning the broke down of the lift in the school. We need walk the stairs from ground floor to the 8th floor in the early morning which is around 7:45 am. O.O

The school went on smoothly as usual plus the teacher barely give any homework.. In addition, we are going to plan to go out to have dinner with Jennifer and her sis to help her celebrate her birthday. Yesterday was her birthday but we didn't manage to celebrate cause her sis need to rush her assignment so we change the date to tonight. I was the person responsible to give people to fill the birthday card. I was late to go back school to find a friend and she went back. I didn't manage to give her to fill the card. Then I wait there for penny them to finish school. I accompany them to walk for a short while and they ask me to go make reservation for the shop we are going to eat later.

On my way to the shop , I met my cousin and we chat a few words. After I made the reservation, I met a friend which I haven't see lately. We chat and walk our way to Hungry Jack before I go back home. I call my friend cause she wanted to give me things before but I was in hungry to go out so I told her that I will call her back when I back. I called her and she came down and give me a bag of oranges. We chat for a while and she went up to continue with her revision. When I was saying good bye to her , I back track and knock with a pedestrian. I also saw a couple friends walking out. I say Hi to them and go back to my room to prepare the present we bought yesterday.

We rushed to the shop and have our dinner. After the dinner, we went back to Jennifer's apartment to have the cake they bought. We stayed there for a while and enjoy ourselves there. And so a peaceful day had passed. Time to sleep and prepare for school tomorrow. ^^

BBQ day.

2009-09-30T05:24:00.001-07:00

Its been one month since i update my blog.. I been having my two weeks holiday but i was very lazy to update my blog. Last week , a few friends and i went to Dockland, a habour near Melbourne city. We have our lunch and our shopping thr before we go back..

Today is my church friend, Alexder invite us to go BBQ with him and other friends. We all gather in front of our hostel and go to the tram station and waited for the tram to come. There are so many people take the same tram that for the first few stop , we have to squeeze ourselves in. After few stops,many people get off so we can find ourselves seat to sit down and wait. We glad that today is a sunny day cause we heard a friend told us that today might rain. We went to st kilda beach to have our BBQ. Alexder and his friend start to prepare things while the other of us went to the beach and play. When i go back to help Alexder them , they said the spot got some problem and cant use. so we change to another place. Who knows, after testing for the short while , the another place also cant be used.

So we have to carry all the stuffs and go to a Su yee's apartment to BBQ. That is quite a nice apartment. There is swimming pool, tennis court, Gym and BBQ spot. We start the fire and begin our BBQ. The others went to find a place to sit down and start chit chating. They took our the plastic cup and the drinks and help themselves in drinking the drinks. I went to help Alexder them to prepare. To be honest , I duno how so i juz help to turn the things and put it in plates to the tables. We help ourselves eating while others take turns to BBQ the stuffs.

After the BBQ , we took the tram and go to have some ice cream for dessert. After the tasty ice cream section, we acc friends home before we go back to own hostel. I am going to start school next week. Whole lot of exams and assignments need to be complete. Haiz. This sat is mooncake festival. I hope you all have a nice gathering time with ur family .. ^^

Black And White Formal Of My Colledge.

2009-08-08T01:25:00.000-07:00

It's been a lot time since i last blog. Nothing much interesting to blog plus busy preparing for the exams as well as the projects.. Tis blog post is basicllly about the formal ball i went last night which is held by my college.

The Black and White Ball start at 7 pm. Unfortunately, we are late as many of us busy dress up nice and put on their make up. There is more ppl coming in late than us.. We went in and saw a lot of friends so we all went to take photo with them. We all went to sit in our table and waited to be served our first meal. There were ppl singing and playing guitars when we are having our meal...

After our first meal, the room become dark and music starts to play. The first song played is "Just Dance" By Lady Gaga which followed by "Poker Face" and many more rock songs. The whole place become a club. When the music first played , no one go down to dance. Some of the teachers begin to go down and dance.. After a short while , most of the students jump in and dance. We enjoy every moment of it.

After few songs , we were given break time to sit down and enjoy our dessert. The dessert is chocolate ice cream and cream puff. We eat and go to have fun taking photo with friends.. When the music start to play again , we all go down to dance again. The whole ball is actually juz dance. Thr are professional to help take pictures and artist to draw our picture. I manage to get of them to draw me ... Looks funny .... ^^

Lastly , b4 we go back , the teacher give us a glass with dice and chocolate inside. We wait for tram and go back to my room to rest. We talked and chat a while in my room b4 my friends go back their place to slp......

For more information on the photo, plz go to facebok and saw it for urself.... ^^
Have a nice day yall....

Hang Out Day ...

2009-06-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

Today is another fresh start of a new week but the schedule still the same. The sky is raining whole day long and cant bother to stop for an hour.

Today, Wong jiin , See tien and I go to Parkson and buy sth that we nid to bring oversea to our study places. Each of us is going to different places to further our study and we duno when will the three of us can be like today to hang out again.

After Parkson, we went to bowling for a while. The bowling was tiring but we enjoy ourselves. See tien drive us to premier to shop for a while longer. See tien go back before us. Just after a short while , we go on our seperate ways home. I wish that we could meet again soonl. Good bye and good luck to u two .... Take care of urselves.

Movie Day...

2009-06-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

Tis is my first movie after coming back from Melbourne. The Movie is called "Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen" I love the combine parts of the movie. Looks cool to me especially Optimus combine with Jetfire. That new armor looks cool. The armor even grant Optimus the ability to fly.

I go to watch with two of my friends, See Tien and Wong Jiin. And thr they are.

They are both going to study oversea soon. So we duno when we will be hang out like tis. We will cherish our time and meet when we all are free.. Wish them all the best. Good luck in study and take care of themselves. ^^

Sibu Life ... Bored!!!

2009-06-13T22:54:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since I come back from Melbourne. The life here as usual , bored..... Nth more to do . Everyday just repeating the same things over and over again. One of the things i cant stand is the weather here. Very hot. Bit regret for coming back to Sibu. However , I do hang out with some old friends and buy a few stuffs.. Other than that , just doing nothing useful.

I bought a new game , Devil May Cry 4 , to play. The story is good , the game play is fun , the graphic is nt bad . Most importantly is that my com is able to support it .. ^ ^

I miss the weather and friends at Melbourne. Some of them are having their exams now. So wish them all the best..... Still left around 2 weeks before i go to KL to find my brother and sister. 2 weeks of life left in Sibu ........ For those who are having holiday at Sibu and Melbourne , Happy holiday ...

My 18th Birthday.....

2009-05-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

Today is my 18th Birthday. It is a nice day but too bad tat my eng exam falls on the same day as my exam. Although my friends and cousins celebrate for me on the 23 of May, They still say happy birthday to me.

I hereby thank u all for my unforgiven birthday. It is surely an unforgivable birthday. Here are a few gifts i received from my friends and cousins. Scarf, Pillow, Bag

Jumper(I'm nt good at taking photo)

Thank u to Deric, Calvin, Connie, Amelia, Karen, Oliver, Ivy, Wangi, Jenifer, Stephanie, Aisim, Penny, Jasmine, Derek, Justin, Crystal, Wong jiin, Elspeth, Luke, Zhong Heng, Siew jin and many many more for the birthday wishes. Thank u all.

Especially, Deric, Oliver, Calvin, Connie, Amelia, Karen, Ivy, Jenifer and Stephanie for the cakes and the gifts. Thank u all .

That is all for my birthday. Wish u all the best. Take care.

Early Birthday .......

2009-05-23T17:44:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since i last update my blog. There is nothing special to to update recently. Plus I was sort of busy with all my homeworks and exams or hang out with friends... There is going to be another exam on Monday which is also my birthday ..... T.T

Since my friends are not going to be all be there to celebrate with me, they secretly decide a surprise celebration for me on 23 of May. Of course it is a surprise so I completely don't aware of it.
This is how things go:

Yesterday(23/5), our cell group leader tell me to go to my cousin's room for cell group gathering. Upon our arrival, our grandmother who was here to visit my cousins, prepare delicious foods for us. It's been a while since we last eat such delicious hometown meals. After the meal, my cousin ask me to go teach her chemistry so we went upstairs.

After a while, my other cousin went up to tell us that the cell group starts now so we went down. when I reach the ground floor, our cell group leader, Oliver, said we start the cell group gathering now while my vice leader, Ivy, is recording with her phone. I was stunned at the time.

They sang birthday song in both chinese and english while my friend hold a birthday cake in front of me with candles lighted on it. I was shock and shy that I avoid being recorded by the cam.... I made wishes and blow the candles. My cousins and friends gave me presents, a jacket of Tommy and a country road bag.......

It was a great day. Thank u all. Thank u vy much....

BBQ Days...

2009-04-15T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today , I have my first BBQ with my cousins and friend. We took to my cousin's house by train then went to our destination by bus. When we reached thr, we went to the Safeway nearby to buy our foods and other materials.

The wind is vy strong, like 39km/h.. Our BBQ destination is near a beach. The wave is big and powerful. We settle our things and Calvin start the bbq the things. We ate a lot of sausage and chicken.. The food is delicious.

However the temperature is too low. I the every one is wearing their jackets.. When we about to finish the foods, the sky started to rain . We were forced to finish the food fast and ran for cover.

The BBQ was fun but we choose the wrong time and wrong weather.... TOO COLD ....

That is pretty much for nw. After a few days , I will start sch le. Only left a few days to prepare myself... Miss all my friends and my luv .... Take care yalll !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Second K Section....

2009-03-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today , my cousin and I along with a few friends go to sing K again. Same place , same room , same price..... A few of the ppl tis time is different le ... 2 of my cousins dun wan to come coz they wan to study for their upcoming exams...... We sang from 1pm to 6 pm ... Sing till all our voice is gone ....

After the Karaoke, we went back to hostel to rest for a while. We went to have our dinner and prepare ourselves to go to cell group... We witness a tram knock with car.. We saw a police car , a fire bridge, an ambulance went to the tram juz nw far from our location. When we reach the church , our leader is ad waiting for us thr. Today he didnt mention things about bible , juz doing some survey about the cell group with us , and ask about our recent condition.....

After the cell group section, My cousin bring us to eat supper. The food was delicious and the place is nt far from the hostel .... After tat , my cousins went back to their house.. We accompany them to the train station nearby and we went back to our hostel.....

I went to my friend's room to online coz I borrow mine to her... We online and looked for new themes for our phones.. We search for a couple for hours and finally finish dl and install to our phone ... haha ....

That is all for today.... Blog next time .... Misss u all , all my new friends and old friends...

A Day out Dinner with friends.....

2009-03-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today is Wednesday. And all the class gt double period time... English time using these time to test us on listening task.. Nt too hard.. Chemistry , we did experiment.... So excited but the experiment is too short. Just finish in a few minutes.... My bio teacher went missing when we enter the class. She came in late after half an hour....

A friend of my cousin went to Melbourne to play so they decided to bring him to went for buffet dinner tonight... I followed them to the Crown to eat.. It was such a high class looking place. We eat as many as we can eat as the food is so delicious...

After the dinner, we went for a short walk outside the Crown.. We gone crazy and kept on taking photos of each other and the views... Due to the time , I will upload the photo next time to my face book... So those of u who are interested in the photo, plz add me , haloclear@hotmail.com ...

Their friend will be returning to Sibu tis sat so tis sat is the last day we can meet... Looking forward to meet him and his family again tis sat. Wish them have a nice trip here.

SPM result finally out..

2009-03-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

12 March ... A special day for every form 5 students in Malaysia... Our SPM result is finally out.. Thr is always ppl happy and ppl sad about their result.. I was in the middle... Coz my result is neither good or bad..

I was so nervous about the result when the time is getting nearer and nearer.... I called my sis many times but she didnt pick up the phone making me more nervous. Even my friends ad took their result and call to told me ............

Finally my sis pick up the phone and told me tat i gt 5A for my spm. Alll the other subjects gt B....Tis makes me happy and bit disappoint. I though maybe can gt 6-7 A .. In the end, I gt 5A... However, all the other subject include history, I gt B.. Tat is unbbelievable to me.. I never though I can gt B for these subjects. ^.^

Good luck to u all who are going to have SPM tis year.. And to those finish SPM .... Take care...

"Exciting Day "

2009-03-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today, My cousins brought me to moomba festival( water festival). We went thr around 6 sth. We went thr by tram.

When we arrive thr, my cousin decide to ride the insanity.... After buying the ticket, we queue up to ride the thing. My female cousins decide to stay to watch us play. When we go up the thing, we start to scared. The whole thing spin around 15 times. We been spin up and down for several times. I finally understand the feeling of jumping down the high building. My cousin and I were so scared that the only thing we can do is shouting out loud and laughing. So scary.... Another reason is I have bit scared of height and I am a coward.

After we come down, we feel lucky to stay alive... We went to buy some drinks for relief. We walked around and went to played some games. The place was too big. In the middle, thr is a big river. Thr is compertition going on in thr.

After finish the moomba, we went to eat supper b4 we went back to hostel. wao... A lot of new experience..... haha ... Wish to have more new experience soon....

Friday......

2009-02-27T06:24:00.000-08:00

It's Friday and the last sch day of the week... I juz finish my bio test juz nw. Although some question duno hw to ans but majority of them can handle... Hope can get high mark ..>.<

Tml will be going to my cousin house as usual. will be going thr and download songs like crazy.... Coz my internet here cant dl too much otherwise , I will nid to waste money to recharge the Mb. .... Y they dun have post paid and unlimited download within the month..... Here all the internet is calculated by Gb,Gb,Gb........

Finally tml can relax and play for a while after one week of streeful tests...... Next week will have new chapters and new homeworks...... Sob....... Nid to try best to handle.... I met a few new friends from Malaysia... They are friendly and easy to get along.....

haiz..... So lonely here.. Luckily gt cousins and friend too acc me .... hehe. Wish u all the best.

Test again .

2009-02-23T22:33:00.000-08:00

I juz had my math test today , the question quite confusing for me cause I duno hw to draw the graphs. Most of the question is about finding the equations. Luckily , it is over. Nw I am preparing for the bio test on tis friday.

It had been testing tis week, almost gone crazy. Yesterday is chemistry test , today is math , friday is biology.... So many tests. Today my chemistry teacher give us back our chemistry paper. I quite happy with the mark but I made a lot of careless mistakes. Nid to work hard for the next test.

During my biology period, I suddenly realise that a classmate of mine , look like a friend of mine in my hometown. So miss them ..... Wondering wat are them doing nw..... Feeling strange cause cant hang out with them .......

Any way, I wish u all the best. Keep in touch in msn , my friends.....

My first exam....

2009-02-20T03:59:00.000-08:00

Today I just had my first topic test here. It is hard cause it physic and i dun really understand physic. At least I dun really understand wat the teacher teach. Nid to find one day and ask my friend to teach me.

Yes. I meet a few new friends here. Here gt more Malaysian than I know. Although most of them still from china , hong kong and korea. But almost half of the student in the campus is from china. So madarin is useful here also. I knew a few people from different country include china, vietnam, hong kong and singapore.

I will be having my chemistry , math , and bio test next week. Although math I nt really understand , I will try my best. As for chemistry and biology, I think no big deal. I will try my very best to pass all my exam with flying color.

I finish my oral presentation. It was bad and I was too nervous. In the end, the teacher say tat my posture is wrong. Good thing , my whole class gt good general comment from the teacher. The best news is the teacher told us that no one fail the oral in our class.

I still miss my friends thr coz the friends here still is unfamilier ... Miss u all. Take care yall.

One whole week !!!!!

2009-02-13T18:21:00.000-08:00

It's been a week since I last blog. I moved into the hostel and there cant online at all......Unless apply for one.... I didnt apply coz my cousin told me to apply for another type of network... So I have to wait ...

Any way, tis whole week quite ok but the teachers are told us that we will be having topical test around next week and the week after . I will also be having my oral presentation next week.. So nervous. I afraid I will standing in front of the class and become speechless like the oral presentation in form 4 ...

I meet a few more new friends and one of them is also from sibu.. They all are friendly and kind ...
I also meet a few friends from other country such as vietnam , china , indonesia , korean and hong kong. I still miss my friends at Sibu coz I dun familier with the friends here and still feel lonely when walking with them.

Haiz , will be having tests soon along with a few more science reports. haiz. Miss u all .... >.<
Take care yalll.....

Emotional Break Down !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

Plz ignore tis post if u feel offended......... Ty for ur co-operation .....

The whole MUFY sucks..... ... At first though is easy , nw all slowly become difficult..... Nw I have many problems in my studies.. N I dun have any friends to help me at all .... Haiz ..... Wsih my friends were here ....... ........

Any way , my english teacher finally showed up . He was absent for the last two days due to his sickness ....... He first home work for us is orla presentation ...... I am worst in tat section .. Every time I go up thr, I will feel nervous n forgot all the notes i rmb... He wan us to go up one by one n speak like a teacher which mean , we hardly can refer to things , we nid to show some notes to friends , and we nid to try interact with them n nt juz go up thr and read out the speech.....

My physic start to get from bad to worse ........ I duno hw to apply the formula into the question ... Hope my cousin's reference book can help me a bit..... The math is getting more n more graphs and getting more like additional math...... Sucks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My chemistry is starting to become hard as start gt physic things inside ..... but still ok .... Biology also the same , only is the answering method a bit nt same , coz nid to be more specific.... overall , Sucks.......

My day is still ok ... My dad is going back to sibu tml ... I was told tat i will be move into the hostel tis sunday ...So I will nt be online on weekdays.. I will also update my blog less since I will only be online at my cousin house which is weekends.......

Most importantly , I miss u allllllllllllll ........ Dun forgot about me...

Start of a new day and my sch life.....

2009-02-03T05:40:00.000-08:00

Today is the fisrt day I start my foundation year. I might not be able to play as often as I usually do during the holiday.... Plus , I duno the area well..... These makes my college life not as good as in the own home town....

Any way, my first class is my physic class. The teacher looks like an Iban .. He is friendly and patient to me.... I felt nervous when I was in his class coz tat is the first class I attend to... After that class , I had my math class.... The teacher is ok but to me, his action a bit gay ( no offense) ........

I have my break time after my math class.... I called my friend , Deric , but he off his phone for the whole day.... I cant contact him at all ..... My english teacher was absent so I skipped my english lesson and waited for my chemistry lessons ......

My chemistry teacher was nice to me ..... The chemistry lesson is easy since I had studied it before... After the brief explanation , I recall some of the chemistry knowledge..... The bio lesson is my last lesson of the day... The teacher was humour and her lesson was pretty fun... Time passes by like an blink of an eye ....

My relative invited us to dinner at a japanese restaurant... The food is ok... before the end of the meals, the chef will play throw and catch game. He will either throw a small piece of fried egg for u to catch with ur mouth or he will throw 10 bowls to u one at a time and u try to catch them all ..... As for dessert , I had green tea ice cream. Yum. It tasted good, I love it ....

HAHA... However , I didnt make any new friends at the college so still alone in the large college..... Sob... Wish my friends were here with me...... miss u alllll ....

My First Sunday At Melbourne ....

2009-02-01T05:28:00.000-08:00

Today morning was quite a boring day. I wake up at near noon. So I skip my my breakfast n wait for my lunch. We have our lunch together at my cousin house. The meal was good. My cousin invited my cousin and I to go to church with them. We accompany our cousins back to their hostel after we went looking for fans at the malls nearby.

A friend of my cousins bring us to the church by his car. Since we were late, we find a place n sat down. They gave us a form to fill in some of our basic information. After that , we went to have our dinner. My cousins go with their friends while I stay with a cousin of mine wait for another friend......

I order chicken chop noodle, and it taste good. Yum Yum. Haha. my cousin's friend. Simon, drive us back to our home after send my cousin back to the hostel....

As in conclusion, it is a boring day............ Wish i was still in sibu.... Miss all my friends....

Second day ..... HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

Today was the second day at melbourne. Things are going not too well but still ok. I was waken by my cousin to prepare as we are going to our college to do some enrollment. Unfortunately, the office was having day off.

We went to have some shopping to buy some meats and vegetables. After that , we went to eat at a korean restaurant nearby. The meal was great and the view in there was nice.

We went home to our cousin house and rest for a while. We then went to a shopping mall nearby to shop for more items. When we finish, we went home and take bath cause our former Pk ,puan annie ling , is inviting us to dinner again. The dinner is ok but the I personally dun like the oyster.

We went to her house to rest. My cousin and I gone crazy in the car and laughed all the way till we reach her house. We played Wii at her house. Then we go to another relattive's house. I gt stuck thr cause only one of the cars can bring us home and my cousins fill the spaces in the car. I have to wait for a long time before i can get home.

Overall , today was a nice day. Not bad for me .. HEHEHE.

My first day at Melbourne... ^.^

2009-01-30T04:28:00.000-08:00

My flight to melbourne is at 00.30 am from KLIA to melbourne. The flight took 8 hours. I canot sleep on the plane. One of the major reason is that I think I got stomachache. Cause my stomach keeps killing me and I have to go to the toilet like every 2 hours. I only manage to sleep for around an hour. When I wake up, my flight already landed on the air port of Melbourne.

After taking my bags, my relatives, my dad and I go out to catch a cab to my relative's house. When I was waiting for the cab , the hot breeze blew toward me. I felt very hot as I was wearing long sleeves and the temperature here is above 37 degree Celcious. The whole journey is very hot like I am sitting in an oven.

After reaching my relative's house , we briefly unpack some of our things. We then walk to take the train and bring two of our cousins to their hostel. The train we took keep on having problems. At first we can reach our destination in 40 minutes but the train took us around 2 hours to reach our destinations.

We spent the time in the train to chat with each other and get to know each other better. After they reached their hostel, the office was closed as there was a staff meeting. I follow my dad and uncle to the college to ask for some details.

Unfortunately, the office was closed when we reached there. So we took a short break before we walked back to the hostel. The staffs came back soon when we reached the hostel. My cousins filled in their details while I filled form to put my name in the waiting list.Because I was late to apply for the college and all the hostels had been booked. T.T

After that, we went for dinner nearby before we go shopping for some basic equipments and groceries. I bought a new number to call my friends n family. However , I haven't activate it so I cant call my friends yet. I really wish to see my friends...... Sob...

After the shopping , we accompany the cousins back to their hostel before we went to the train station. The trip went extremely well and we reached home in 50 minutes. After taking bath , I set up the computer and hoping to chat with my friends on msn. I really miss you all. Hope to see u all soon. Good luck to u all.

Happy New Year!!!!!

2009-01-27T07:59:00.000-08:00

It's the second day of the chinese new year. My relatives came n visit us at near noon. They sat n chit chat with my parents. My mum gave the children ang pao while my dad was drinking a bit alcohol with my uncles.

After they left, my parents brought me to the relatives' houses. They gave me ang pao to wish me good luck for the trip to Australia n my studies. Although the amount is not big but is their wishes. Thanks.

It's sad to think tat I'm going to leave all my friends here n go to a place I never been to before. I wish I will have more time to hang out with my friends before I left. But I think I would only be hang out with a few of my friends. Some of them are busy visiting relatives and friends.

I wish u all a happy new year. Good luck in the studies n take care ... Bye family n friends.

Day Out with friend and dinner at night.^.^

2009-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

Today , my friend ask me to go have some walk with him. He wants to buy some firework for the upcoming Chinese New Year. When we reach thr , he juz take a few looks n walk away. We end up going to shop for his jeans.

He buy his jeans while I buy my stationery. After our "shoping" , he went back home while i went back to my mum's shop. When i was helping my mum to close the shop , my mum told me that my school's former PK , Puan Annie Ling , invite us to dinner. I was shock to hear that. I know that her husband and my dad are good friend but i duno why she will invite us to dinner. I ask my mum for the reason and she told me becoz a cousin n i are going to australia soon. She said since we are both her students and she knew our parents , she wan to invite us to dinner as a departing gift/dinner , so we went.

At first was ok , coz gt foods to eat n water to drink. But later , it goes from bad to worse. After the meals are over , my dad n my uncles also drink till all ad wan mabuk. They keep on talking , talking n talking non stop. I am boring listen to them talking. The meal ends at 8.55pm but we went home at 11pm. @.@ . So boring there. But still nid to thanks Puan Annie Ling for the dinner. Thank u . Happy new year.

Hang Out With Friends

2009-01-22T04:53:00.000-08:00

I finally get to hang out with some of my friends and i mean female friends (and a male friend of coz). We went to see the new movie "Underworld : Rise Of The Lycans". I reach there around 1.15pm. Since the movie start at 2.15 pm , we decide to kill our times by shopping there. We didn't buy anything , just watching and fooling around. Due to my poor photo skill , this happens to be the only photo i took is nice. Allow me to introduce:

Wong Jiin, my classmate and my friend...

The movie was ok , I personally like the action scenes and the killing scenes. After the movie, the 6 of us went to Mc Donald to have some snacks. I order a Mc flurry . We sat there and eat our snacks while talking about our recent activities and plans. After the snacks, we went to shop again. However, the sky was not on my side as it is getting dark and starting to rain. I have to go home first cause I don't bring an umbrella and it's almost time for me to go home. That is all about my hang out with friends.. It is fun hanging out with them. Too bad there will be less chance to see them since i am going to Australia next thursday. I wish them good luck in their future plans n studies. Miss u all , my friends...